nonsense 36

I work hard; I make sacrifices; and I strive to be the best that I can possibly be, but I always seem to fall short. I struggle through long days and sleepless nights and seem to accomplish nothing. My life is a series of disappointments, one after another, and it is my fault. I set myself up. I dare to set high goals and to dream of walking on the clouds, only to have reality put me back in my place. I must not go on like this. I will not continue to set myself up. From now on there will be no more big dreams, no more lofty goals to fulfill, no more hope. I am safe.