Poema

Victor Hugo


Desejo primeiro que você ame,
E que amando, também seja amado.
E que se não for, seja breve em esquecer.
E que esquecendo, não guarde mágoa.
Desejo, pois, que não seja assim,
Mas se for, saiba ser sem desesperar.
Desejo também que tenha amigos,
Que mesmo maus e inconseqüentes,
Sejam corajosos e fiéis,
E que pelo menos num deles
Você possa confiar sem duvidar.
E porque a vida é assim,
Desejo ainda que você tenha inimigos.
Nem muitos, nem poucos,
Mas na medida exata para que, algumas vezes,
Você se interpele a respeito
De suas próprias certezas.
E que entre eles, haja pelo menos um que seja justo,
Para que você não se sinta demasiado seguro.
Desejo depois que você seja útil,
Mas não insubstituível.
E que nos maus momentos,
Quando não restar mais nada,
Essa utilidade seja suficiente para manter você de pé.
Desejo ainda que você seja tolerante,
Não com os que erram pouco, porque isso é fácil,
Mas com os que erram muito e irremediavelmente,
E que fazendo bom uso dessa tolerância,
Você sirva de exemplo aos outros.
Desejo que você, sendo jovem,
Não amadureça depressa demais,
E que sendo maduro, não insista em rejuvenescer
E que sendo velho, não se dedique ao desespero.
Porque cada idade tem o seu prazer e a sua dor e
É preciso deixar que eles escorram por entre nós.
Desejo por sinal que você seja triste,
Não o ano todo, mas apenas um dia.
Mas que nesse dia descubra
Que o riso diário é bom,
O riso habitual é insosso e o riso constante é insano.
Desejo que você descubra ,
Com o máximo de urgência,
Acima e a respeito de tudo, que existem oprimidos,
Injustiçados e infelizes, e que estão à sua volta.
Desejo ainda que você afague um gato,
Alimente um cuco e ouça o joão-de-barro
Erguer triunfante o seu canto matinal
Porque, assim, você se sentirá bem por nada.
Desejo também que você plante uma semente,
Por mais minúscula que seja,
E acompanhe o seu crescimento,
Para que você saiba de quantas
Muitas vidas é feita uma árvore.
Desejo, outrossim, que você tenha dinheiro,
Porque é preciso ser prático.
E que pelo menos uma vez por ano
Coloque um pouco dele
Na sua frente e diga `Isso é meu`,
Só para que fique bem claro quem é o dono de quem.
Desejo também que nenhum de seus afetos morra,
Por ele e por você,
Mas que se morrer, você possa chorar
Sem se lamentar e sofrer sem se culpar.
Desejo por fim que você sendo homem,
Tenha uma boa mulher,
E que sendo mulher,
Tenha um bom homem
E que se amem hoje, amanhã e nos dias seguintes,
E quando estiverem exaustos e sorridentes,
Ainda haja amor para recomeçar.
E se tudo isso acontecer,
Não tenho mais nada a te desejar.

poema 9-9

playlist [loud music]

5 músicas utéis para se ouvir de headphones com o volume para lá do máximo - quando é necessário isolamento total de influências exteriores:

The Liars - mr you're on fire mr
Portishead - all mine
Pixies - the happening
The Raveonettes - that great love sound
Modest Mouse - dance hall

(não...a opção de ir para um templo budista no tibete não resulta para mim...as roupas deles distraem-me!)

musica 9-9

fish: all of them speak

nonsense 88

Hyacinth: I would be very pleased if you would accept my invitation to one my candle light suppers

nonsense 9-9

..And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead - Another Morning Stoner

e ouve-se...

Another Morning Stoner
And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead
(Source Tags & Codes)

Are you asleep, are you in a dream?
The copper shades of a morning
Distant lights beckon & fade
Unwritten songs of another day

I fear that you would never be
Every song in the world for me
I took your hand, led you astray
You cursed the worlds I longed to save

Is heaven to you a perfect place?
The look of sorrow on a sufferer's face?
A field of lives to sow and reap
That some of us will never see

Why is it I don't feel the same?
Are my longings to be blamed
For not seeing heaven like you would see;
Why is a song a world for me?

What is forgiveness?
It's just a dream.
What is forgiveness?
It's everything.

...e estuda-se custos.

musica 9-9

Modelos Inspiradores da Minha Vida - Nº 4

YODA

continuando com a série...outro "mestre" que me serve de inspiração [nota-se muito que curto ficção cientifica e essas tretas?]

"Size matters not. Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you? Hmm? Hmm. And well you should not. For my ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is. Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship."

R.E.M. - Wanderlust

O que fazer quando se está atrasado?....ouvir musica para ficar ainda mais atrasado!


I'm searching for a greatness
I smear it on my face
I want to bathe in grape must
swim the length of the milky way
I want it to be brilliant
I want it to be sweet
I want to kiss the astronauts
when they salute to me me me me

I got my signals crossed.
It's overwhelming because
I'm all alone and I can't get back
Get back with my wanderlust.

I got my signals crossed.
It's overwhelming because
I'm all alone and I can't get back
Get back with my wanderlust.

r.e.m. 9-9

time for volcanic tablecloths

Modelos Inspiradores da Minha Vida - Nº 3

Star Trek Cast

Continuando a série...diria que toda a tripulação do Star Trek é uma grande fonte de inspiração para mim.

Changes / Choices / Montauk

Aimee Mann - It's Not

I keep going round and round on the same old circuit
A wire travels underground to a vacant lot
Where something I can't see interrupts the current
And shrinks the picture down to a tiny dot
And from behind the screen it can look so perfect
But it's not

So here I'm sitting in my car at the same old stoplight
I keep waiting for a change but I don't know what
So red turns into green turning into yellow
But I'm just frozen here on the same old spot
And all I have to do is to press the pedal
But I'm not
No, I'm not

People are tricky, you can't afford to show
Anything risky anything they don't know
The moment you try, you kiss it goodbye

So baby kiss me like a drug like a respirator
And let me fall into the dream of the astronaut
Where I get lost in space that goes on forever
And you make all the rest just an afterthought
And I believe it's you who could make it better
But it's not
No, it's not
No, it's not

---

estou triste, sinto que a vaga de frio é como a vinda
do rui costa para o benfica ...enfim....
eu apetecia-me tremer de frio... e ficar doente...
e tal... mas assim vai ser impossivel.

aimee mann 9-9

nonsense 87

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-changes
Don’t want to be a richer man
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-changes
Just gonna have to be a different man
Time may change me
But I can’t trace time

nonsense 9-9

Modelos Inspiradores da Minha Vida - Nº 2

Continuando a série, outro modelo de inspiração. Genghis Khan.

Genghis Khan's leadership revolved around loyalty and merit by collecting people of talent and dedication to his political and military hierarchy. For example he respected others that were loyal to him, and it was not uncommon for him to befriend enemy fighters that showed loyalty to their leaders. He made it very clear that whoever was talented had equal chance of being promoted. Genghis Khan did not seem to care much about personal wealth as being a nomad; instead he dispersed goods from his conquests to his people and alliances that took part in the campaign.

Genghis Khan

love e pop-ups

A pop-up mais profunda que vi nos ultimos tempos...ou qualquer coisa assim...

nonsense 9-9

lake

Chandra North

E agora está assim o meu ambiente de trabalho...para combater o frio, nada melhor do que pensar no calor...

chandra north 9-9

Slowly Downward

Acrescentei um link para o

http://www.slowlydownward.com

E porquê?...ora...porque eu gosto do site.

nonsense 9-9

Modelos Inspiradores da Minha Vida - Nº 1

E com o Chewbacca inauguro a série:
Modelos Inspiradores da Minha Vida

Chewbacca

playlist

E é isto que eu ouço nos próximos tempos...

CD 1

Weezer - [Weezer (Green Album)]
Modest Mouse - [Good News For People Who Love Bad News]
Franz Ferdinand - [Franz Ferdinand]
Interpol - [Antics]
Pixies - [Doolittle]
Pixies - [Bossanova]
Radiohead - [Ok Computer]
The Raveonettes - [Chain Gang Of Love]
Placebo - [Once More With Feeling]
The Killers - [Hot Fuss]
The Smiths - [The Queen Is Dead]
Sonic Youth - [Daydream Nation]


CD 2

Lambchop - [Aw C'mon]
Velvet Underground - [The Best Of]
David Bowie - [The Singles Collection CD1]
The Go! Team - [Thunder, Lightning, Strike]
The Walkmen - [Bows Ans Arrows]
Daft Punk - [Homework]
Kate Walsh - [Clocktower Park]
The Liars - [They Threw Us All in a Trench and Stuck a Monument on Top]
Portishead - [Portishead]
White Stripes - [White Blood Cells]
Zero 7 - [When It Falls]


CD 3

R.E.M. - [New Adventures In Hi-Fi]
Johnny Cash - [Mix - As minhas preferidas]
Gomez - [Bring It On]
Sigur Rós - [( )]
...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead - [Source Tags And Codes]
Manic Street Preachers - [Forever Delayed (The Greatest Hits) (Disc 1)]
Mew - [Frengers]
Mogwai - [Happy Songs For Happy People]
Snow Patrol - [Final Straw]
The Strokes - [Is This It]
Morrissey - [You Are The Quarry]


CD 4

Mercury Rev - [Deserter's Songs]
My Bloody Valentine - [Loveless]
Wilco - [Yankee Hotel Foxtrot]
Annie - [Anniemal]
Archive - [You All Look The Same To Me]
Garbage - [G-Side Collection]
Jeff Buckley - [Grace]
Graham Coxon - [Happiness In Magazines]
Secret Machines - [Now Here Is Nowhere]
dEUS - [In A Bar, Under The Sea]
U.N.K.L.E. - [Psyence Fiction]


CD 5

Arcade Fire - [Funeral]
Blonde Redhead - [Misery Is A Butterfly]
Blur - [Greatest Hits Disc 1]
The Cure - [Greatest Hits]
The Delgados - [The Great Eastern]
The Flaming Lips - [The Soft Bulletin]
Grandaddy - [The Sophtware Slump]
Joy Division - [Substance]
Lightning Seeds - [Like You Do... Best Of The Lightning Seeds]
Stone Roses - [The Stone Roses]
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - [Fever to Tell ]

musica 9-9

Team America: World Police

E fui ver um filme. E gostei muito. E ri-me muito. E recomendo-o. E...MATT DAMON!
Team America: World Police

Gary Johnston: We're dicks! We're reckless, arrogant, stupid dicks. And the Film Actors Guild are pussies. And Kim Jong Il is an asshole. Pussies don't like dicks because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes. Assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck a asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate. And it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves. Because pussies are a inch and half away from assholes. I don't know much about this crazy crazy world, but I do know this. If you don't let us fuck this asshole we're going to have our dicks and pussies all covered in shit.

team america 9-9

Kim Jong Il [Team America]

Kim Jong Il: I'm so Ronery / So ronery / So ronery and sadry arone / There's no one / Just me onry / Sitting on my rittle throne / I work very hard to be number one guy / but, stiwr there's no one to right up my rife / Seems rike no one takes me serirousry / And so, I'm ronery / A rittle ronery / Poor rittle me / There's no one I can rerate to / Feewr rike a biwd in a cage / It's kinda siwry / but, not reawry / because, it's fiwring my body with rage / I'm the smartest, most crever, most physicawry fit / but, none of the women seem to give a shit / Maybe someday, they'wr awr notice me / And untiwr then, I'wr be ronery / Yeah, a rittle ronery / Poor rittle me...

team america 9-9

puzzle

nonsense 86

"Drill for oil? You mean drill into the ground to try and find oil? You're crazy." -- Workers whom Edwin L. Drake tried to enlist to his project to drill for oil in 1859.

nonsense 9-9

nonsense 85

Always do right. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest.
Mark Twain

Travel only with thy equals or thy betters; if there are none, travel alone.
The Dhammapada

I really do believe I can accomplish a great deal with a big grin, I know some people find that disconcerting, but that doesn't matter.

Beverly Sills

A good man would prefer to be defeated than to defeat injustice by evil means.
Sallust, 'Jugurthine War,' 41 B.C. Roman historian & politician (86 BC - 34 BC)

nonsense 9-9

filosofia de vida em provérbios

1 - Mais vale andar no mar alto que nas bocas do mundo.

2 - Mais vale manha que força.

3 - Mais vale calar que mal falar.

4 - Mais vale morena engraçada que branca desconsolada.

5 - Mais vale pronto recusar que falso prometer.

6 - Mais vale ser invejado que lastimado.

7 - Mais vale um gosto na vida que cem mil réis na algibeira.

8 - Mais vale uma égua que me carregue que um cavalo que me derrube.

9 - Mais vale comer o pão amassado pelas minhas mãos.

Estes 9 provérbios são um resumo eficiente e prático da minha filosofia de vida, ou se calhar não.

nonsense 9-9

dEUS - Instant Street

You’re probably right,
Seen from your side,
That I have been lucky.
But I’ve been meaning to crack all week.
Yes I’ve been involved,
It never resolved into anything shocking.
Pain’s playing yoyo in my body as we speak.

And now I found something to look for,
And I can’t decide,
Cause I might find that stroll behind is better than to score.
Just like I did before.

It wouldn’t be true, not towards you,
To say that I’m staying.
When on every single impulse,
On every other move I react.
'Cause in any old creek, with changing technique,
You’ll see me playing.
And after any old motherfucking blow
I’ll be back.

We turned away from instant stuff
Our cracking codes were breaking up
Our words were sucked out, it made them clean.
And after lowness say it
And after more let it be known
Our codes are grown into something mean.

You’re probably right, as for tonight, you’re making me nervous.
What is it you want me to be thinking of ?
I’ll put on a movie, I’ll play something groovy as a matter of service.
And I’ll chuckle when you smile as a matter of love.
'Cause you know it’s not my style to be giving up now.
And this pain in my side, I had enough.

This time I go for instant street
This life’s a soulless excuse for all abuse and parenthesis.
The flyspecked windows and the - the stinking lobbies they’ll remain
All the same, all the same.

This time I go !
This time I go !

---

Neste caso, o que neste momento quero destacar é a parte da música a seguir à letra. Mas não consigo passar aquilo para palavras. Enfim, limitações do ser humano!

dEUS 9-9

drowning in bullets of silence

Yeah Yeah Yeahs e Elliott Smith

one

Pack up
I'm straight
I'm not
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say


Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you


Made off
don't stray
well my kinds your kind i'll stay the same


Pack up
don't stray
oh say say say
oh say say say

Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you

---
two


independence day

future butterfly gonna spend the day higher than high
you'll be beautiful confusion
ooh once i was you
i saw you caught between all the people out making the scene
and a bright ideal tomorrow
ooh, don't go too far
stay who you are
everybody knows
everybody knows
everybody knows
you only live a day
but it's brilliant anyway
i saw you in a perfect place
it's gonna happen soon but not today
so go to sleep and make the change
i'll meet you here tomorrow
independence day
independence day
independence day

musica 9-9

fffuture fffusions

Pixies - Into the White

And there ain't no night
And there ain't no night

Did you hear what I said
Come into the white(?)

Into the White(3X)

And there ain't no day
And there ain't no day

And there ain't no night
And there ain't no night

Into the White(3X)

Did you hear what I said?
Did you hear what I said?

Deeper than your sleepy haed
Deeper than your sleepy head

Ain't nothin' to see
Ain't nothin' in sight

Into the white(3X)

Go, and you'll go real far
Go, and you'll go real far

Just past the big quasar
Just past the big quasar

Can't hitch a meteorite
Can't hitch a meteorite

Into the white(13X)

pixies 9-9

Foundphotos

Foundphotos

Hmmm...fotografias. Muitas. De muita gente. Isto é, fotografias que as pessoas partilham no soulseek, emule, kazaa, etc. E que alguem se lembrou de recolher e meter num site...

foundphotos 9-9

R.E.M. - Pavilhão Atlântico

r.e.m. 9-9

music will provide the light you cannot resist

R.E.M. - Setlist

Fui ver os r.e.m. ao pavilhão atlântico. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Foi isto que ouvi:

departure
begin the begin
wake up bomb
animal
boy in the well
drive
electron blue
the great beyond
high speed train
everybody hurts
leaving new york
i wanted to be wrong
imitation of life
final straw
the one i love
walk unafraid
losing my religion
life and how to live it

and the encore

what's the frequency, kenneth?
finest worksong
aftermath
permanent vacation (with joseph arthur on guitar)
i'm gonna dj (with joseph arthur on guitar)
man on the moon

---

Não tenho a certeza da ordem das musicas lá para o meio...mas enfim...eu ouvi-as. :D

r.e.m. 9-9

Marija Vujovic

Wallpaper para Janeiro.

marija vujovic 9-9

R.E.M.

r.e.m.

sexta feira

pavilhão atlântico

tá quaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................

musica 9-9

through corridors

nonsense 84

feeling slutty...

The Toros Squad: I'm sexy, I'm cute,/ I'm popular to boot,/ I'm bitch-in', great hair,/ The boys all love to stare,/ I'm wanted, I'm hot,/ I'm everything you're not,/ I'm pretty, I'm cool,/ I dominate the school,/ Who am I? Just guess,/ Guys wanna touch my chest,/ I'm rockin', I smile,/ If anything I'm vile,/ I'm flyin', I jump,/ You can look but/ Don't you hump,/ Whoo/ I'm major, I roar,/ I swear I'm not a whore,/ We cheer and we lead,/ We act like we're on speed,/ You hate us 'cause we're beautiful,/ Well we don't like you either,/ We're cheerleaders,/ We are cheerleaders,/ Roll call/ I'm Big Red,/ W-W-W-W-Whitney,/ C-C-C-C-Courtney,/
[Roar]

nonsense 9-9

Franz Ferdinand - Darts of Pleasure

You are the latest contender
You are the one to remember
You are the villain who sends a
Line of dark fantastic passion
I know that you will surrender
I know that you will surrender
And I want this fantastic passion
We'll have fantastic passion

You can feel my lips undress your eyes
Undress your eyes undress your eyes
Words of love and words so leisured
Words are poisoned darts of pleasure
Die, and so you die.

You are the latest adventurer
You're an emotion avenger
You are the devil that sells a
line of dark fantastic passion
I know that you will surrender
I know that you will surrender
And I want this fantastic passion
We'll have fantastic passion

You can feel my lips undress your eyes
Undress your eyes undress your eyes
Skin can feel my lips they tingle tense anticipation
This one is an easy one, feel the word and melt upon it
Words of love and words so leisured
Words are poisoned darts of pleasure
Die, and so you die.

Ich heisse Super Fantastisch
Ich trinke Schampus mit Lachsfisch
Ich heisse Super Fantastisch. (x3)

franz ferdinand 9-9

Hana Soukupova

Aiiii.... como eu gosto de ver fotografias!

moda 9-9

new year wishes

nonsense 83

nonsense 9-9

Radiohead - Fitter Happier

Fitter Happier Fitter, happier, more productive,
comfortable,
not drinking too much,
regular exercise at the gym
(3 days a week),
getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries,
at ease,
eating well
(no more microwave dinners and saturated fats),
a patient better driver,
a safer car
(baby smiling in back seat),
sleeping well
(no bad dreams),
no paranoia,
careful to all animals
(never washing spiders down the plughole),
keep in contact with old friends
(enjoy a drink now and then),
will frequently check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall),
favors for favors,
fond but not in love,
charity standing orders,
on Sundays ring road supermarket
(no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants),
car wash
(also on Sundays),
no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate,
nothing so childish - at a better pace,
slower and more calculated,
no chance of escape,
now self-employed,
concerned (but powerless),
an empowered and informed member of society
(pragmatism not idealism),
will not cry in public,
less chance of illness,
tires that grip in the wet
(shot of baby strapped in back seat),
a good memory,
still cries at a good film,
still kisses with saliva,
no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick,
that's driven into frozen winter shit
(the ability to laugh at weakness),
calm,
fitter,
healthier and more productive
a pig in a cage on antibiotics.

radiohead 9-9

Radiohead - 2+2=5

2+2=5

Are you such a dreamer?
To put the world to rights?
I'll stay home forever
Where two & two always
makes up five

I'll lay down the tracks
Sandbag & hide
January has April's showers
And two & two always
makes up five

It's the devil's way now
There is no way out
You can scream & you
can shout
It is too late now
Because

You have not been
paying attention

I try to sing along
I get it all wrong
Ezeepeezeeeezeepeeezee
NOT
I swat em like flies but
Like flies the burgers
Keep coming back
NOT
Maybe not
"All hail to the thief"
"But I am not!"
"Don't question my authority
or put me in the dock"
Cozimnot!
Go & tell the king that
The sky is falling in
When it's not
Maybe not.

(ahh diddums.)

radiohead 9-9

The Walkmen - The Rat

Artist Lyrics: The Walkmen
Song Lyrics: The Rat

You've got a nerve to be asking a favor
You've got a nerve to be calling my number
I know we've been through this before
Can't you hear me, I'm calling out your name?
Can't you see me, I'm pounding on your door?

You've got a nerve to be asking a favor
You've got a nerve to be calling my number
Can't you hear me, I'm bleeding on the wall?
Can't you see me, I'm pounding on your door?

Can't you hear me when I'm calling out your name?

When I used to go out, I would know everyone that I saw
Now I go out alone if I go out at all

When I used to go out I'd know everyone I saw
Now I go out alone if I go out at all

When I used to go out I'd know everyone I saw
Now I go out alone if I go out at all

You've got a nerve to be asking a favor
You've got a nerve to be calling my number
I'm sure we've been through this before
Can't you hear me, I'm beating on your wall?
Cant you see me, I'm pounding on your door?

-

bela canção.

the walkmen 9-9

nonsense 82

You were laying on the carpet
like you're satin in a coffin.
You said, "Do you believe what you're sayin'?"
Yeah right now, but not that often.

nonsense 9-9